patience

"but the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control"

galations 5:22

oh how hard it is to be patient while you are getting more sick with each day that passes and are carring around an extra 20 pounds. (yes i know it's more than 20 pounds but it makes me feel better to say 20)  so i started getting sick either thursday or friday, of course just in time for the weekend.  ears hurting, sore throat, upper middle chest pain like i couldn't get a good breath so finally today i couldn't take it anymore.  after going to two diffferent minute clinics that were closed i ended up at the urgent care place near our house.  now i am normally not the kind of person to use an urgent care unless it's.........well urgent!  call me crazy but after working in a few different hospitals in our local area i see how misused they are and i never want to be that person; however i don't like being the person that can't breath and is coughing so much my whole chest and body hurts.  so to the urgent care i went.  the verdict 45 minutes later - a sinus infection, bronchitis, and pharyngitis.  only i got nothing because the doctor refused to give me any medds since i was pregnant. awesome!  a call to my ob and 2 trips to the pharamcy later i have meds, yeah!  

of course i want this precious little jewel to stay in as long as her needs to but oh how i can't wait to not be pregnant anymore.

i suppose he needs at least a few more weeks inside since he still doesn't have a name.