Monday, April 29, 2013

adjustments

i am struggling big time right now with adjusting right now.  please keep me and jason in your prayers.  it's not so much just adjusting to having four kids but anxiety about my blood pressure as well.  i did pretty good with it during the pregnancy.  my doctor took me off working towards that end in attempts to keep g man in as long as we possible could.  and we did succeed.  he was born just 2 days shy of being 39 weeks, and came on his own.  the plan was to induce because my pressure was creeping up with each visit and so we were going to induce at 39 weeks but baby boy had his own agenda.  so again i did great up until yesterday and then i lost it.
i guess most of all i am scared it won't go back down, or won't go back to normal quickly enough.  i have no idea why but i am scared that i can't do it. "it" being take care of four children.  i am really struggling right now so please keep us in your prayers.  me for just comfort, the kids for adjustment with a new baby and not making my bp go up even more, and jason for putting up with me during all of this.
so for jason has been the best. seriously, he has put up with a lot over the past few days.  he has been my rock and helped me so much.  not just helped me but just just let me cry for no reason at all.  i am extremely thankful that he is so very understanding and helpful right now.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

what's in a name?

tonight while eating dinner this conversation took place

cv - paw. opps i mean daddy (giggling)
j - yes? it's okay you can call me paw or daddy
cv - paw? like paw paw (what they call my dad)?
j - well paw paw is a grand dad and i'm just a dad so it's just one paw
g - like 'paw' (paul) in the bible?
j - um, no. that's a name jason. paw is a nickname.

love this life!

Friday, April 26, 2013

#4

well baby abel number four has finally arrived.  i have had high blood pressure off and on since a little over a month ago and when i went to my doctor on monday afternoon it was decided that since i would be 39 weeks on thur sdya we would go ahead and induce since the bp was still up.  so we were to be at the hospital at 6am on wednesday morning.  so i went home and got all the children taken care of as far as who would stay with them and get them to and from school, soccer, piano, and horseback lessons.  everything was good to go, so i thought.

throughout monday night i had contractions off and on but nothing huge and not really close enough to time.  then around 5am they started getting worse and closer together so i tried to keeo track of them but they would be close together and then nothing for 20 minutes, then close together again.  so i got back in bed and told jason we may need to callmy dad since his mom was working.  after another group of contractions he called my dad and i called the doctor.  the contraction were about every 9 minutes so i was told to go on in and let them check me.  jason as getting the kids ready while i was trying to breath through contractions only to realize that i had no clue how to breath calmly through them.  at 615 i called to jason that he needed to hurry up.  i said i didn't care if the kids had cloth on or p.j. we had to leave then.  i had already called my sil and brother and they were going to drop big g off at school.  then we called and told my dads work not to leave and come to our house we would just take the girls to the hospital and he could get them there. since he works at the hospital where we delievered i thought this would just save time - good thing we did this.  we enede up getting to the hospital about 710ish.

i had dropped off pre-registration paperwork monday while i was at my doctor appointment so it was much faster than normal, also a very good thing i did!  i got back to a triage room within about 5 minutes and having what i would call really bad contractions.  instead of hooking me up to monitors the checked me first -4cm already!
they moved me right to a delievery room and my doctor came in maybe 5 or so minutes later.  he checked me again and i was a 9, let's do this thing.  they had 5 or so nurses in the room trying to get things ready because nothing was set up at all.  i was suppose to get i.v. antibiotics before delievery - didn't happen.  i was suppose to get an epidural - didn't happen!  i was suppose to be induced the day - not gonna happen!  there was not time for anything really.  they got the i.v. and started fluids and antibiotics but he was here maybe 15 mintues later so they didn't consider that enough treatment for him prior to delievery.

that's right i got to the hospital a little after 710am and my dr. got there about 10 minutes later.  our little bundle of joy was here and accounted for by 807am!  one of the hardest and scariest things ever!  

please be in prayer for us.  my blood pressure is still up.  they have started me on medicine to help lower it.  and the baby has to have labs again tomorrow morning to make sure he doesn't have any infection since he didn't get properly treated before he made his entrance.

i am so greatful to the Lord for watching over us and protecting us, and for getting us to the hospital in time so i didn't deliever on the side of Hwy 120!  we are o increadably blessed!

*sorry there are so many errors in this post.  trying to type it on a phone means i can only see like 2 sentences at a time*
for some reason trying to attach a picture to this isn't working right now so maybe i can add in some pics of our sweet granger later on.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

back to the basics, almost

i've been thinking a lot about how much time the internet takes up of my time so i am taking a facebook break.  still not sure if it will be just a break for a short while or a break for good.  it's been a good little run but i lets be honest i spend way too much time on it or in carpool checking it....almost as if i can't go through an entire day without checking it.  and to be honest there isn't that much good stuff on facebook.  so, i'm taking a break from the facebook world.  i'm giving it a week to ween myself off.  as soon as baby #4 arrives i'm logging off fb for a while. no we still don't have a name for him yet!  whatever will i do with all that time?

-spend more time in God's word.
-spend more time playing/talking with my kids.
-feed, bathe, care for 4 small children.
-read a book (people magazine doesn't count)

the possibilities are endless really.
my goal it to try to keep my blog updated a little more since i wont be on facebook but we'll see if that works out.

Thursday, April 4, 2013

stages

we have two very different stages going on around this house lately.  on one end we are overjoyed when a certain someone looses a tooth....


and on the other side we are celebrating when a different someone gains a tooth....


and this poor someone is stuck in the middle...

(yep, that’s right bathing suit top, sweatpants, and what you can’t see....cowboy boots)