i am struggling big time right now with adjusting right now. please keep me and jason in your prayers. it's not so much just adjusting to having four kids but anxiety about my blood pressure as well. i did pretty good with it during the pregnancy. my doctor took me off working towards that end in attempts to keep g man in as long as we possible could. and we did succeed. he was born just 2 days shy of being 39 weeks, and came on his own. the plan was to induce because my pressure was creeping up with each visit and so we were going to induce at 39 weeks but baby boy had his own agenda. so again i did great up until yesterday and then i lost it.
i guess most of all i am scared it won't go back down, or won't go back to normal quickly enough. i have no idea why but i am scared that i can't do it. "it" being take care of four children. i am really struggling right now so please keep us in your prayers. me for just comfort, the kids for adjustment with a new baby and not making my bp go up even more, and jason for putting up with me during all of this.
so for jason has been the best. seriously, he has put up with a lot over the past few days. he has been my rock and helped me so much. not just helped me but just just let me cry for no reason at all. i am extremely thankful that he is so very understanding and helpful right now.
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